I think we're matched .....

this feels like the closest and most real we've got to being dads .... Little ones social workers came to visit yesterday and we spoke about him for about two hours. It was a gloriously sunny evening in our back garden, where we got married 4 years ago, and we found out all about him. It was odd because as we spoke it kept feeling more and more that this was our son, even the stuff that is challenging about his behaviors I was starting to feel protective over him.

It is strange to try and put into words how connected and attached we both feel towards him - we had to stop ourselves from just saying yes there and then. We took the dogs for a LONG walk, talk over every aspect, the "challenges" we may face and how we would approach them. We both ended the walk sure that this boy could be our son.

And that is a freaky feeling!

We have spoken to our social worker today and they have spoken to his social worker and they are very pleased we are progressing.

So it's time to wait ... Again .... There needs to be a matching meeting to agree to take us to panel, once that is booked in we need to go to meet foster parents and his school. Then back for panel, then plan introductions (if all goes well) then ... then ... Well, then there is the reality of all of this crazy journey.

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  1. Anonymous18 May 2016 at 13:48

    Great news to read! Good luck with the next stuff. Once that matching meeting is done everything moves so fast!

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  2. Unknown18 May 2016 at 22:57

    Thank you - it certainly feels like it's a rocket about to take off!

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